i was so glad that its over coz I THOUGHT i no need to go college every thurs anymore... but it turns out dat we got SPS (special project sessions) on thurs morning... haihz.. being in a linear program is so tough man... when i look at d march april group i felt so jealous coz they r so relaxing!!! oh well... on d bright side, few more months l8r i will finish a-lvl!!!
i was so glad that its over coz I THOUGHT i no need to go college every thurs anymore... but it turns out dat we got SPS (special project sessions) on thurs morning... haihz.. being in a linear program is so tough man... when i look at d march april group i felt so jealous coz they r so relaxing!!! oh well... on d bright side, few more months l8r i will finish a-lvl!!!
last yr is bcoz i was workin and u all decided to go genting... (abandoned me...T_T)
dis yr... well i got several reasons for dat...
1.got exam right after hols... ( i am super weak at my studies and i hate ppl dat when i met them and ask them bout studies they will talk to u sumtin else... lik promotin their college or being selfish... so irritated by dis kind of ppl)
2.financial difficulties ( i failed to find other sources of finance other than my parents... so i am running out of cash nowadays...)
3.transport (even though i can go oso i hav 2 be back early... so wats d point for goin if i cant b there after 12am??)
yeap dats all... and wat happen to previous yrs?? i hav no idea y i dint make it...
btw...
ENJOY URSELF GUYS... WIF D ABSENCE OF ME!!!
my winter solstice day!!!
hate u...
yeesh...
wat d ****...
hw can u say dat...
bloody fool...
seems lik study too much until dunno wat to study nw...=.="
better tink hard of wat to study nw...=.="
everybody is on holiday and i hav to still go to coll next week mon to wed, coz mine start on 24 dec... i know i know...
ppl lik kim and shaun was shouting at me: wat d ****!!! r u kidding???
mcchaine was shouting at me: r u serious??? dats no life wei!!!
i was lik: stop it!!! i know!!! but cant help it!!! its ady very hurt for havin such a short holiday... so dun make my wound worst!!!
then they were laughin and stop it lik wat i demanded... its really so nt fair to me for everybody havin a holiday but nt me..T_T...
and once i reached coll... chia wen asked me whether i read business studies anot... i was lik... dun ask me... i went out sat nite till midnite and sun d whole day... so i dint do anything durin d weekends... well i guess i am goin to read it l8r... coz she say d book very gud wor...

after d movie we wanted to go and eat hokkien mee... zhen ming suggested that... he say go jln 2/22 then half way he dunno hw to go then we went ss17, half way he dunno hw to go again then mcchaine got frustrated so we went tmn sea to hav our dinner... and guess wat we spend an hour for lookin place to eat... swt... then ended up in tmn sea...
after eating chia shing, shaun and i went to su kym's house to get our souvenirs from shaun from aus... he got us a purse... a pretty cute wan... i am lazy to post d pic here... nvr min lar... d purse got a kangaroo head on it... coz i told him NO KOALA PLS!!! lol...
after that shing send me back home then she go back her home which is in seremban... i juz wonder y is sk interested in her... come on lar... ppl wat kind of std? and sk...( juz feel lik tellin him: u no mirror, use d water to c urself lar!)lol... jkjk... but i know her too well... seriously... she wont like ppl which is lame or joke around... and oso passive... coz she is ady passive if d bf oso passive sur she cant tahan... dats wat she told me... and most importantly... she ady has a bf since few yrs ago... so sk! u no chance lar...
oh and siva my classmate, her boss bought her jill poole casebook and texbook for contract and oso ewan mc kendrick... omg!!! i am super jealous man... i oso wan d book... but nobody wanna buy d original 1 for me... T_T... too bad... i oni can get d photostated wan... haihz... wat to do... its much more cheaper than d original wan... 3 of d book which siva's boss bought her cost lik RM400++... coz her boss ask her to start havin a mini library at home... (i understand... coz we need all kinds of materials and cases from those books... ) i wonder if 1 day i can oso get d original book oso... but nvr min i will work hard for d ATC book prize which worth RM1000 a yr...
oh well... 2ml i am havin presentation for malaysian studies... haihz... so i must go 2ml or else i will stay at home instead... hav to wear formal sumore... but no worries i hav my formal shirt in d wardrobe... AGAIN coz by moot...
b4 i 4got, swt... college havin sports dayon fri !!! yar i know u will b lik o.O... its true... sounds so weird... sumore its in kampung pandan... i dun even know where it is man... sumore d representatives from d student council come to ask us (girls) wanna join netball or become volunteers anot... (i was lik... u crazy ar... i rather stay at home sleep better lerr...) but of course i dint tell him lik dat lar... juz shook my head enough... coz he see my size oso will understand de lar... lol...gtg study nw...
haihz...
I GOT MY MOOT CERTIFICATE!!!
oh well, yar though i made it into d semi finals and become 1 of d top 6, it sounds nice and cool to some ppl... but ppl who know d truths will laugh if i say dat i got into d top 6... coz i got in due to d absence of opponents... sounds so swt... but its d truth... but at least my semi finals round my opponent did turned up... phew...
so i decided to show off my cert abit here since i work so hard wif swt and blood ( quoted from aud from YE...lol...)
well i guess my showin off ends here and i gotta go back and study... oh btw mr siva asked us who wanna join moot AGAIN for next yr... oni A-LVL involve.... i was d 1st wan to shake my head and... becoz of moot i am bored wif contract law... but i will try to fall in love wif it abit... l8r...lol...
A2 classes started dis week... contract AGAIN!!! i am bored wif it coz of moot... but i hav d advantage to argue wif sir in d class lar.... and tort is goin to start next tue... business... dun talk but it... its my nightmare... econs, we combined classes wif our SENIORS (kononnya, coz they enter coll 3 months earlier than us actually we r almost d same age)... class got much more bigger for econs... luckily they dint combine law class... if nt is even bigger...
christmas and new yr hols is comin soon and after that there's cny... but i juz dun hav d feeling to celebrate once i tink of notes for law, hav to read law, study business and econs for exams so dat i pass wif flying colours... omg... once i tink of it i dun even hav d mood to shop to buy my CNY shirt... T_T... life's hard for me.... especially studyin a-lvl... sumtimes i juz wonder... i shud hav juz go and take quantity survey straight away... life's will b much more easier for me... coz i count very fast wan and maths is very easy for me... or if i suddenly know hw to differentiate when d same thing is credit or debit in different account then i will juz go and study account... coz same reason... i count very fast wan... life will b much more easier for me lik dat... but too bad i decided to take d risk and learn sumtin hard coz i wanna challenge myself... so i decided to take law... haihz... juz hope dat i am able to cope wif it one day and make it easy to me then my life will b easier....
oh... and my best fren, Shaun is comin back on mon... he asked me to plan outing... i juz feel lik... i ady no mood to celebrate festivals sumore u ask me to go out... but i dint tell him lar... i juz promised him... mayb i will plan for them and i dun go... coz i seriously dun hav d mood to go out recently... even my mum ask me to go shop 2ml i oso no mood liao... haihz... hw am i suppose to cope wif it for AS and A2 exams next yr??? god knows!!! but i still hav to struggle through... i felt lik working harder but dat will b no life for me... and once i tink of no life i will b very very upsad and no mood to study.... haihz... juz felt so jealous wif those who split their exams into 2 times... i wanted to do dat oso... but thet will b wasting time for me... life's hard seriously...
I MISS MY HIGH SKOOL FRENS SO MUCH!!! life's definitely easier last time... i juz cant believe dat we hav nt been studying together for almost 1 yr ady... we hav been through d hard times for 5 yrs together... i really miss those days!!! i miss d days when
pn loi come around and ask me: kairu ur adm better than ur mt so hw ar?
i answered back: hw ar? (swt... y ask me dis kind of question?
pn loi: do more exercise lor...
but i ended up dint do her homework but got an A1 for mt and adm...
i oso miss d days when pn loi teaching i will b sleeping at d back... oh... and 1 more thing i cant forget bout her is dat... she asked sk to go for diet!!! haha!!! so ironic...
i miss d way pn hani teach coz we can tease her... but nw no more... i also miss d days of class parties... there will b definitely alot of food for us to eat every yr... too much until cant finish sumore... i miss pn wong too... especially when we borrowed skeletons from her for THE LOST IN BERMUDA... last but nt least our cik foo... haha... we always say bad things bout her behind... coz we dun lik her... but nw when life become so hard for me i really prefer to b tortured by them... haihz...

and he raped dis girl:

and the part which i dun lik is dat my marks r d lowest as compared to d other 3...T_T...well mayb they dun lik me readin too much... yar... mayb lar... or i am really dat weak kah?
yaya... i hope they will turn up coz i dun wanna ex parte anymore... its nt only borin but its too scary... especially when semi finals got 2 judges... its JUDGES u know... nt JUDGE... so... yar... i will pray hard so dat my opponents will turn up dis time...
i hav been wondering, shud i do d rebuttal part 2ml?? or i ask loverey to do?? guess wat, d 1st round of moot i juz read watever lovery tak sempat to say, then d 2nd round i asked d judge dis: my lord, may i know hw am i suppose to rebut??? and he answered no need... so dats my experience of rebutting... i dun feel lik doin coz i dun feel lik reading my script tonite... but i feel lik doin so dat i wont regret... so hw?? i dunno... i will decide 2ml on d spot... (if my opponents TURN UP... if nt... then no rebuttal)
well... i am suppose in some kind of wedding party nw... but i dint go bcoz of moot... coz they will b late to home so incase d judgeS c my panda eyes 2ml i decided nt too go... so i am nw alone... so sien... coz i dun feel lik preparin for moot... but i feel nervous if i dun do so... so hw??? i tink i better go read up my script and amend it oni lar....
btw, audience r allowed... aargh!!! and d bastard is comin... (he said...kononnya!!!) so hope dat dis sat i wont b too embarrassing...
oh... b4 i forgot.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA HUI!!!... if i am nt wrong today's jh bday rite??? i tink so... i saw many ppl wishin her in facebook...
well well... i tink i gotta go continue wif my homeworks liao... oh.... and dis sat i wonder anyone of us goin KBU anot... hmmm.... i might b goin wif chia shing.. if she come and fetch me... but if nt then i cant make it lerr... aikz... so sad lar... dun even hav d chance to drive... T_T
haihz.... wat to do? we got d highest marks among d respondent group coz our opponents nvr turn up b4... so we ACCIDENTALLY won... aikz... after dat we went to 1U, coz i wanna wish jia hui happy bday and meet wee vien and others... dis fh ar... i tell u wat... he is a dishonest person.. dun wanna come to c my competition then tell me lar... wat for lie to me and tell me dat he got sumtin on??? i juz dun understand y he wanna lie to me...
yar, then after i reached home, my mum told me dat astro has posted d letter of d coupon which i got from ready to fly to me.... its a coupon to terrengganu holiday, which is 4 days 3 nite for 2 children and 2 adults?? so who wanna follow me go??? register to me as soon as possible.... first come first serve basis yar...





d judge- J.C. POON, guess wat he is d most gud lookin lecturer in our college... but i dun feel he is handsome... and d worst part is chia wen say he is more handsome than lam fung... i tell u wat... if he is more leng chai than lam fung then fh is d most handsome guy in d world liao...
nt bcoz of our opponent is d judge... is dat we dun hav sufficient grounds to support our submissions... and i couldnt answer the judge question twice... i know... i know its embarrasing... and y dun i juz crap?? i wanted to but d fellar will ask where's my authority... so i cant do so... aiks... and nw i hav to do more preparations for my 2nd round which is d last round... i dun plan to win... but at least i could managed to answer d judge's questions...
and speakin of authority... we hav to prepare d bundle of authority which is sum sort of evidence to submit to d judge in order to prove that wat we said is correct... we decided to photostat it from d text books of contract law.... but d judge say we cant do dat actually.... but since we r 1st timers... so he forgive us... 1 thing i am angry is dat there's dis bastard... ( dun mind if i use UNPROPER word... coz he is really one of them) wat happen?? we were preparing for our bundle of authority yesterday... and d bastard saw us doin dat and he knows dat we took it from d text book... somehow, his partner realise wat we were doin and ask d bastard y dun they do d same thing as us.... but d bastard asked her to keep quiet... and eventually we got a wrong bundle of authority today... T_T.... then we kena from d judge... i tell u wat... i am definitely takin revenge on him once i got d chance in d future...
yar... and nw i hav to sign off and look for my new bundle of authority.... haihz....
u c... d last paragraph.. he wrote gud... swt... y? coz i wrote 2 pages full then he oni lik d last paragraph which is so short.... =.="""
yar... speakin of moot... we r goin to discuss for it dis thurs in purple cane... its lik too late i know... but no choice coz we got class 2ml takkan we bincang in d nite meh.... its will b too exhausting for me lar... oh and everybody... pls wish me gud luck and pray hard for me.... dun simply pray u know.... dun pray dat i got into semi finals... i dun wan so dun pray for dat... pray for wat??? pray dat i wont lose till too ugly... dats wat u shud help me pray.... i will lose... definitely... y?? coz A-LVL vs LLB u say who will win??? of coz LLB lar... ppl who know me well might b wondering y i asked u all to wish me gud luck... coz i dun lik ppl wishing me gud luck... i lik them wishing me all d best... coz i will prepare for every exam which is comin... so i dun need luck and i believe wat i studied is all d best...
but dis time is different case... its mooting... its sumtin which i cant study for it except hw d law works... wat i need is hw i am i goin to respond to my appellent... for ur information my partner and i r d respondent and i am doin d rebuttal part... d senior council and junior council... we havent decide yet.... but most probably i will b doin d senior council part.... yar... blieve it... i am doin d rebuttal.... aikz... so wich me gud luck so dat my opponents which is d appelent wont b too harsh to me...
dats all for today... :P
hey boys and girls... let me introduce u 2 of my college frens... d white jacket wan is chia wen and d wan beside her is khai ling... dun ask me hw bout d other wan? i am gonna smack u... ok... back to d topic today... i went red box todayafter class wif d 2 girls and 1 boy who was holding d camera... y we go there? err... i oso dunno but then since my fren say he wanna belanja me then i go lor...
we had our hi-tea buffet... but d food was not delicious... after singing rite... d bill came and it cost every each of us RM28... we were lik y so expensive.... yar... its kinda expensive... but wat to do... we still hav to pay... haihz... but luckily my fren is payin for me... haha... phew...speakin of belanja-ing me... i realise sumtin... fh, u nvr belanja me makan rite? u c lar... my college fren i oni know them for few months then they r willing to belanja me liao.... u lerr... i know u hw many yrs ady? i dun wanna say u ady lar... nvr even belanja us makan... rite wv, felicia and karina? i am so dissapointed on u lar, fh... haihz....
and speakin of singin karaoke.... i actually went twice dis week... believe it anot... i hav nvr been to karaoke until dis week punya mon... and once i started goin i went twice for dis week... i went neway wif loverey, jean(its my fren name... i dint go wif my pants-jeans... swt...) and chia wen... its super cheap u know... every each of us oni need to pay RM9.50... yar... where is it... its at subang jaya... d wan near pyramid... so fh u know wat to do liao lar... haha... jkjk....
d prostitute: hey there, i am 'xiao wei' 21 yrs old dis yr, from china, pls come and "visit" me when u r free...
i replied: where shud i go to "visit" u?
d prostitute: kepong, happy garden/happy city.. ( she replied in mandarin and its read as kuai le chen so i directly translated it lar...)
i replied: oh, then shud i prepare anything? (i meant... *cough*cough... some safety precautions here...) and wats ur san wei, (which is her size lar...) and can i c ur pic?
d prostitute: no need, 34,24,34... ( she ignored d pic part...)
i replied: then hw much? ( dis is very important rite fh?)
d prostitute: RM100 (hey, fh is dis d normal price??)
i replied: RM100, for hw long? (swt.. i got nth more to ask so i asked dis...i know it sounded a bit pervert lar, but she dint reply my msg... sad...but i decided to ask for her cup nw... lol... ya it sounded pervert here again... but i am curious u c...)
i replied: wats ur cup size? and can i "visit" u tonite?
d prostitute: yes... (c she totally ignored bout d cup size i bet its an A... since she was reluctant to say...haha...)
END...
but since i was talkin bout cup size rite... there's sumtin i can share wif u... my lecturer told us dis:
A- adorable
B- barely notice
C- comfortable ( i cant recall dis but if i am nt mistaken is dis lar...)
D- delicious ( dis wan cant 4get...lol)

yar...so hw was d show...its great actually... it actually has an ending which none of us expected...wat was d movie about??? go watch urself... no point for me telling u here...
btw, i cant wait to watch movie 2ml... long time dint go cinema ady... wat movie i am goin to watch??? dis wan lar:
wat movie is dat??? its beyond a reasonable doubt... y i wanna watch dat? coz i wanna c hw beyond it is... who is goin? hmmm... wv,me,lydia,karina,ks is goin but fh nt confirm yet...
so wait for him to reply lor.. haha....hope his leg is ok nw...
yar... speakin of moot... i am in d progress of drafting d memorial out... but in my opinion i dun feel lik its a draft lar.... dats wat loverey said... its a draft... coz she say we will hav to redo it sooner or later... but then enough time meh?? we hav to pass it up on 26th oct... and today is 14th oct... 12 more days to go... and sumore loverey say we cant finish it by 2ml...(we r goin to hav discussions 2ml) y am i keep sayin loverey said??? coz i tink dat its possible to finish it 2ml and if dat happen... dat piece of work can only b called draft... y i say so??? wat for u spend so much time drafting??? after all u r goin to redo d whole thing again... so wats d point??? i dunno lar... i tink i will ask loverey to finish it by 2ml... then oni we can call it drafting... yar... so after dat... we come out one more day to do d touch up part.. and dats it... memorials is done... hope dis will work... coz i dun lik d feelin of draggin...
btw, today we hav econs class on d morning and law in d afternoon... guess wat... the students and lecturers r makin dirty jokes today... 1st in d morning... mr khor, did dat... then my frens were saying tfk(i guess u all know wats dat) then afternoon my lecturer was telling us dat indians call pondan number 9... then my classmates say 69... then all of us laugh... ( but for ppl lik cw and kl... they dun get it... so hw bout u??? do u get it???) for me... err.... i get it or not? u tell me ur answer whether u get it or not... then oni i tell u mine... haha....
oh... and today is a nice day... coz i hav finish readin jill poole... for consideration, promissory estoppel and duress... phew... hope 2ml when we go pyramid to write memorial can finish 2ml... if nt then is lik we r goin nowhere lik dat... we r goin to start writin 2ml... so hope can finish by d same day oso lar...
btw... i was juz wondering d whole day... for today of course... is hc gf workin in padini? can i get disc if i wanna buy office wear there??? hmmm... dunno lar... better ask wv or fh l8r...
2ml goin pyramid.... swt hav to spend again... dis month i spend alot liao lerr... sumore hav to reload.... its even worst... headache....
my moral exam.. hmm... yar i dunno hw to do... but YAP FOOK HOY i dun tink i need to resit lor.... y??? hehe... coz all of us were discussing the answers... when d guard was out... and my frens sumore refer to d book... lol... y is d guard takin care of us?? i oso dunno... but i tink bcoz lecturer wants us to discuss gua... though she dint say can... if nt y she leave us wif d guard???
and our principal oso said if we attend all d moral class and still fail we can complain bout d lecturer... so in order to avoid d complaints... i tink my lecturer will juz giv us a pass for ppl lik me that nvr ponteng... unlike SUMBODY revision class oso dint go coz too smart to do revision for ELS ady...
haha... my moral paper was 40 objective questions and 20 marks of subjective questions... so i juz main tembak and answer based on common sense for objectives... and subjectives comes d discussions...
i say here dat d lecturer wont fail me.... but i still hav to pray hard so dat i will pass.... i juz need 30 marks to go for a pass... so ppl who are kind enough pls pray hard for me oso.... dun b lik SUMBODY so evil askin me to prepare to resit...
lol... d opinions above were juz my opinion... if it offended SUMBODY... pls take it as a joke... ( seriously... some parts i am juz jokin.... but which part?? identify urself... i know u r very smart..)
haha... so dats all for today...
yar... after dat i visited feli's blog... nth much juz mooncake festival... then i went to wv's blog... her post gave me an inspiration to write nonsense here... (err... wv say dis as expressing feelings... sounds so nice rite??? i know...hehe) yar... so i decided to update my blog...
guess wat... mr khor, my econ lecturer... gave us back our econ exam paper today... i scored 30/50... ok lar... i am satisfied wif it ady... and he sumore giv us homework... 2 essays for econs... then l8r my law lecturer asked us to go back read up bout .... err... let me recall... wat to read ady??? ohoh.. i rmb... its delegated legislation...yaya... we hav to read and he is goin to teach next week... then besides dat i hav dis moot competition...
omg its drivin me crazy man... there's so many things to read and i hav to write a memorial and pass up by 26 of dis month....swt... i hav to struggle my hard way through... i shudnt listen to mr sara and take part... i felt lik kena tipu from him... hw am i suppose to struggle through??? and 2ml sumore he is goin to teach us bout contract law juz for us... d 1's who is in moot... which means i hav to read up sumtin b4 i go in d class... and d worst part is 2ml i got moral exam... swt... which means i hav to study moral at d same time... i where got enough time... its lik everything so packed... and flows in all together...
i juz dun feel lik studyin moral.... its lik so 1 kind... i hope i can juz pass 2ml... i am goin to flip through l8r and read up abit... then go for moot readin... abit oso... then go for my novels.... for ur information.... i muz read novels everyday... to release my tension or pressure... juz lik u all watching tv everyday... i dun watch tv dat much nowadays... compare to secondary times... seriously... y??? coz d drama series, most of them i watch b4 durin my spm yr... so dats y...
well... i hav to sign off nw... and study my moral abit, moot abit then all to my novels... og and b4 dat i will visit sk blog... c got any NEW FOOD anot... haha...



as fh failed to make her bite d candles out... so he did dis to her...

the result of allowing a 9 yrs old kid cuttin d cake... so unique rite??? i know... lol...

d group pic... as usual we would take always... but missing sum1 rite???




lookin at di 2 hor... i dunno wats wrong wif them but d whole nite they juz high themselves and laugh d whole nite... without any reasonable reasons...
dats all for last nite... so i will lik to thanks alot here to feli dat provide us d space...
and u know wat... d exam which held dis week is lik all i know hw to do u noe... correct anot is another probs lar... but then hor... i dunno my answer correct anot... coz most of my classmates said very hard... so wat nw??? is my probs or their probs??? i dunno... we will c when d result is released but dat will b lik 1 month l8r... so long rite... i know... dats hw long LECTURER mark nowadays.... unlike teachers durin our skool time...
speakin of moot... d moot probs is about contract law... dats wat others say... all d participants hav d same question... but then i havent learn contract law b4.. coz dats A2 syllabus... which means i hav to go and read up about it... then start writing d memorial.... and d memorial is lik so hard to write... coz there's a maximum number of words of 2000... but then its a sur dat we will exceed it.... so i guess loverey and i hav to cut it short... (its nt a typo error... my teammate's name is loverey... sounds cool rite.. she create it herself...)
oh... and my mum say she couldnt find anyone to borrow me kot... swt... which means i hav to spend few hundreds... to participate a competition which i would nvr win... (y wont win? hey a-level v LLB... u say who will win???) u ask me then y i took part??? to learn new things and gain more knowledge lor... i dint tink too much bout d dress code until miss Irene told us bout dat... so dats y... sigh...
then she told us coz dis is d 1st time havin SO MANY ppl takin part... so she cant bare d cost and so dis is d 1st time she is goin to collect money from us which is RM10... (swt... i oso 1st time takin part... y i so LUCKY 1st time takin part ady need to pay...) yar... so all of us pay RM5... to her...
Ms.Irene told us dat we hav to write memorial...(huh? wats dat??) she say she will teach us hw to write next wed wor... so it starts at 6pm... swt... then means i can oni go back home at 8pm++ lar??? adui... but my dinner time is 7pm... too early i cant eat wan... too late i will be starvin... so hw??? keke... i tink i am goin to ask her to let me eat in class... lol...
well... i planned to take pics today... for d briefing... but mana tahu its oni in a classroom and SO MANY ppl turned up... so not fun to take pics liao... so i oni take a pic of the moot problem given... which is d oni 1 in dis blog... and guess wat... we hav to wear formal... and dis is nt a prob... d prob is we hav to wear kot... in other words is either i borrow from some 1 or i buy... but juz buy 1 kot to wear for 3 hours then keep inside d cupboard??? so wasting?? i dun tink so... i tink i am goin to borrow from sum1...
and d worst part is... its a muz to wear high heels shoes which cant c ur foot... adui... i oni got 1 and only which can c my foot wan lerr... so i need to go and buy lor... note dat i cant borrow from any1 coz my foot TOO SMALL... so its a muz to buy dat ady... but same thing happens u c.. juz buy and wear for 3 hours and dats it... keep inside d shoe shelves... and become antique... coz i dun lik to wear high heels and i am tall enough... no need to wear heels jor... my mum always ask me wat for i buy high heels when i am tall enough... i understand hw she feels coz she will feel extremely short when i wear high heels... yar... coz even if i din wear heels i am 1/2 head taller than her...
wat to do... sigh...
omg... hw am i goin to finish reading all 10++books in dis few days... wat i tink i can do is lik wat mei ling says i tink... do wat i can do and do my best wif wat i can... but then i thought dis week suppose to b my holiday??? hw come it turns up to me lik worst than goin college??? aarrgh... who can help me????

this is me after make up... really look differ... i know...

current:
33sen/min for d same operator,
48sen/min for differ operator (agak-agak lar),
7sen/sms for d same operator (agak-agak oso but i got free msg lar... so nt much difference here),
15sen/sms for differ operator
youth club:
12sen/min for d same operator,
15sen/min for differ operator,
1sen/sms for same operator,
5sen/sms for differ operator...
so hw?? shud i change? i sms more than makin calls... wat do u tink?? shud i change my num?? if change i can save alot but hav to inform d whole wide world if nt then i cant save and no need to inform d whole wide world...
little things no 1:
then when i got into d bus... omg... dunno y, d three pieces of my RM1 notes which were in my pocket hav left 2... mayb it dropped when i was walkin? dunno lar... but d worst part is i got no change... and for ur information d rapid bus expect us to hav d actual amount of money... if nt... get lost!!! i was lik... so hw??? then i asked d uncle who was queing behind me... for change... phew luckily he had...
little things no 2:
i msg sook wei to ask her to come out for lunch... then i told her to wait at d middle of petaling street... then mana tahu she and chia wen took 20mins to walk from atc to petaling street... can u imagine dat?? 25 mins... as d distance is lik 2 times of smkT's canteen to d headmaster office...omg... i was lik wat take u guys so long??? rupa-rupanya, they waited for the others... swt... muz well tell me early... make me stand there and wait under d hot sun...
little things no 3:
then when we walked to d food stall for lunch... dunno y... adrian called me 3 times and i oni manage to listen d third time... is either d connection got probs or... my NEW phone got probs... he asked me dat did i bring graph paper and long ruler... coz jennifer asked us to bring today last mon... but i dint...
little things no 4:
then when i went into d class... adrian passed me a graph paper... (obviously he bought it and gave our group members...) then we started d class and then jennifer asked us to draw graph... she dint tell us dat we need 2 graph paper... she asked us to draw d 1st 3 on d paper and d other 2 on d other paper... but she oni told us when i finished drawing d 1st 4... swt... dat means i hav to redraw lar... but i oni got 1 graph paper... haihz... wat to do... i juz ignore her and draw d 5th one on d same piece of paper...
little things no5:
after d class i went back home by bus... so when i reached d bus station i come down of d bus and started walkin home... and there's dis guy... which is tak siuman... sumtin wrong wif him i tink... talkin to me at d back of me and followed me quite a distance... i dint realise dat until when i wanna cross d road i hav to look left and right... then i saw him... i was lik... omg... so hw nw?? my hp no battery liao lerr...(my hp's battery is nt dat gud anymore after i dropped it into a pail of water...) got anything oso cant call my parents lerr... then luckily he went away and i quickly run back home... i juz feel lik telling my dad to get me a new hp... but i dun dare to tell him wat happened coz i scared he will scold me for wearing sleeveless today... T_T... so hw nw... damn scary wei... i hope 2ml wont happen dis again...
and i tink dis little things dat happened today will end here... and pray hard for me dat i dun hav time test 2ml for law... coz i am juz lazy to study for it today... as hols r comin soon for me...
pray hard!!!
yar so here's d story:
wv and kr came to my house in d morning by bus... then we went to hav our breakfast together b4 goin to astro... by the time we reach astro is around 11am ady... then we went into astro wv and kr were left in d lobby and other contestants and i were brought to d dressing room for make up and hair styling ... so after make up and hair styling is done... we were brought to canteen to join our frens and family back so i join them after dat which is lik around 11.30pm...
then we were brought back to d studio again and then kiwi who is d crew brief us on d rules and regulations of d game... then we sat there for quite sometime... after dat around 1.30pm we were brought back to d canteen... but then our frens and family were nt there anymore so we hav to juz sit there and wait for 2.00pm to reach so dat we can go back to d studio... by the time we were back to studio, is ady 2.15pm...
then d host started to brief us hw to play d game and ask us our name and bout where we wanna go, y we wanna go and who r we bringing... then after dat we kena make up again...(touch up) then when d show starts is lik wats in d tv... but they keep stop and ask us to redo certain actions...so everything drag till 5.00pm sumtin... then we hav to do INTERVIEW after everything ends...
though i dint get any prizes, coz i am unlucky... but think on d bright side, i gained experience which nt every1 could... so i still feel ok... nt too sad nor too happy... coz i hav achieved my aim mar... still rmb? hehe... to be on d tv...lol... btw... i am juz wondering wether i look good on tv anot... lol... i hope so... hehe...
oh, and bout d pics... we were nt allow to take pic in d studio so we dint take inside but outside in d canteen... i will post it if wv post it on facebook.. if nt then i cant post ady... i tink dats all for today... :)
PY,其实我很想告诉你,你走之后我会很想念你。。。因为在COLLEGE只有你会跟我哈啦。。。只有你知道我在讲什么。。。我只有很多话可以跟你讲。。。也许你会问。。。其他人也可以陪我做这些事情。。。可是我觉得。。。HK 和 CW 太斯文,太乖了。。。根本不会跟我哈啦。。。至于KL 呢。。。我不是说什么。。。我没有恶意。。。可是有时候她根本不知道我在讲什么。。。还有SW。。。其实她跟你最像了!!!可是她给我的感觉就像我根本融入不进她的世界。。。为什么?其实我也不知道。。。你的离开让我觉得我的COLLEGE生活好闷。。。
我常告诉我自己。。。我去COLLEGE最大的目的不是认识朋友,不是玩乐。。。是读书。。。为自己的将来铺路。。。可是没有人跟我哈啦。。。真的好闷耶。。。怎样办?有时候我在想。。。也许我明年转去BAC那我就可以跟FH哈啦了!!!可是需要做到这样吗?为了哈啦。。。太离谱了吧?我不知道。。。真的不知道。。。让我再想想我要做什么吧。。。
还有PY你常问我,为什么整天讲你去拍拖。。。其实我是有原因的。。。还记得吗?我刚认识你的几天我常要跟你出去吃午餐可是你常常答应我然后再迟一点告诉我你约了人。。。告诉你吧,我不喜欢被人放飞机。。。还有我的朋友如果约了我的话会把约会推掉然后跟我一起出去。。。所以可能我不习惯吧,所以非常不爽你这样对我。。。所以下意识里我会整天讲你去拍拖。。。 还有你常说我很会把人家的好意讲成坏意。。。其实那也是我跟朋友哈啦的方式。。。因为我和我的朋友这样讲话的时候他们都会顶回我。。。
还有我很想告诉你其实你能在这短短的两个月里跟你做朋友做得很舒服我个人认为你比较适合读PR。。。我今天下午不敢告诉你因为我不想左右你的决定。。。PY容许我再次提醒你伸手把握自己的未来不要再受人影响了。。。把自己的未来想清楚。。。然后抓紧它不要放手。。。不要再浪费时间了。。。永远记得未来把握在你的手里,不是人家的。。。
PY也许你会问,为什么我现在才告诉你我的心情。。。因为我不想你舍不得。。。不想你流眼泪。。。不想你看到我眼湿湿。。。而且更重要的是我真的说不出口。。。太肉麻了。。。我在此祝你能把握未来。。。为自己争取更好的未来。。。我等你成功后来找我。。。加油!!!
i went to the palace of the golden horse today for d so called "audition" i tink for it... so my dad send me there and i reach around 10.45am... then i went in ALONE...(i feel so weird u know b4 i go... imagine i am alone and i dunno anyone there...) then when i walked in i saw a lot of ppl registering and eating (there's food available there) then oni i realise i can actually bring my family members there... ( i shud bring rite? but then u dunno my parents... they r dat kind no matter wat kind of competition u take part oso they wont come and c... so for me is lik even i know oso no use still nobody will teman me coz its so far and who is willing to juz go there and c without participating???)
then during registeration, d fellar told me oni immediate relationship to d account holder can take part in d game... but then d account name was my uncle's one (y? coz as i rmb my uncle bought his car and gt a free astro but his house ady gt one so he ask my mum wan anot? so my mum juz take oni afterall its free we juz hav to pay monthly fees... y nt?) so here comes d prob... then i asked d fellar: hw??? then he told me unless if i gt in then i change d name quickly... so i said ok...( u know y??? coz i was tinkin since i come ady muz well i try 1st if take kena then nvr min if kena then oni i solved dis prob... if dis prob cant b solved then juz giv up lor after all i come wif empty handed and i dint lose anything oso... so nvr min lor) so i filled up d form and d places which i choose to go is:
1.hong kong
2.maldives
3.taiwan
yayaya... i know sum of u guys will ask y choose asian countries rite??? brothers or sisters!!! d exchange rate for western countries is very high lar!!! nt i stingy... but i am nt workin!!! even though if i gt d air tickets i will b goin wif my mum spending her money!!! so i dun feel lik spending too much of hers coz her salary for 1 month is lik RM1k or lesser oni... yayaya, then u will ask me my dad lerr??? takkan he wont sponsor??? of course he will but i still tink its a burden for him coz he has to pay my college tuition fees which is nt cheap nor expensive... (haha i sounds lik a gud girl rite??? yaya i know i know...lol... perasan sangat!!!)
yar and then after d registration i went in to d hall and waited for my turn to press the thing... i was so nervous until my hand and leg was shaking when its my turn... yar... so when its my turn when up to d stage i press d thing once and gt 980... then d 2nd time i press d total is 1500++ ( dun really rmb d figures... everyone gt to press twice but d 2nd time u can choose u urself press or sumbody else press for themselves if u feel dat ur marks is enough for u to stand or to make others to press d same num and causing them hav a lower marks... coz if d same figures which u gt is d same as ur previous wan u will get 0 but nt adding them up)... so after finishing my 2nd turn there's dis girl's 2nd turn but dat fellar dun wanna press and want me to press... i was lik 0.o... no choice terpaksa go and press... and luckily... phew... i dint got d same num as my total and it added up together and i gt total 1910 which is d highest for d whole competition!!! (i rmb d last figure coz it is written on a paper and gave it to me... and d 1st wan coz d host asked me wat num do i prefer on d 2nd time of pressing... hehe... coz too nervous cant rmb d 2nd time pressing punya figure...lol...)
so obviously i gt into d finals and will b on d tv!!! yay!!! i hav to fast fast go change d account name and call d astro fellar to tell him i changed d name ady so dat i can continue to b in d game!!! and dun ask me y i dint take pic... i went alone... so wat do u expect? takin pic when i am on d stage??? so "attracting" ppl's attention.... and mayb d host will halau me coz there's sum1 who is abnormal... lol...
haha... so i went home happily at 4.45pm...
*end...
so we packed our bags and after packing i went forward to ask the lecturer sumtin about wat he taught juz nw...(to clear off my doubts!!!) after dat i went to my fren place and discuss d moral folio wif her coz we hav to pass it up next week... as usual i speak to her in mandarin... and here comes d incident... i spoke in mandarin (coz she spoke to me in mandarin takkan u expect me to reply in english... its lik d chicken talkin to d duck...=.=") then the lecturer throw his marker pen on me and it hit my hand... i was lik: who hit me? then i turn around... (my frens will know hw i look once they hit me and kena found out by me, and of course they will get it back from me...) then d lecturer start givin me "his piece of mind" bout my mandarin conversation wif my fren...
he said: y cant u explain law in english when u can explain it in mandarin?
i answered: i was discussing moral wif her! ( i know he wants me to speak english so dat my english will improve but then he doesnt need to go until dat extreme isnt it? without makin sur dat am i wrong anot...)
he said: y r u discussing moral in my law class?
i answered: sir, u dismissed the class ady... (swt, u juz nw oni tell us to go back lerr...)
then of course he apologised to me lar coz hw make a mistake and he say i looked so angry juz nw...( of course lar, u try and kena pukul by somebody and c hw will u react?)
i wont go and complain him... i tink... but then i will speak english durin his EXISTENCE in d class next time...juz incase...
i did my homework today... d business wan... and i saw d notes dat i pass to my fren which is in my group... he retype it out and send it to me... i was surprised dat d way i write was lik so simple and lik talkin lik dat... and my fren can actually put it in a very nice sentence and appropriately!!! oh... i wonder when can i write lik him... but i dun tink so...coz language is one which is very abstract and its quite hard to improve suddenly...
yesterday was audz bday party... mei ling and i went there by walkin and i went home at 10.30pm... i tink... i was d earliest to go home coz i havent bath yet... so feel quite uncomfortable wif dat... and i realise sumtin... if i dint bath and go hang out wif my frens right after college i will definitely feel lik goin home as soon as possible coz its really very sticky!!! oh and b4 i 4got... actually i hav 2 frens bday yesterday... 1 is aud which i mentioned above and another 1 is my college fren sook wei... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOK WEI!!!
hmmm... i tink i shud write more to make dis looks long... but write wat lerr... i feel quite guilty nw... coz i am suppose to study for my business assesment next week... but i am here tellin d world dat kairu has toomuchfreetime... nw i SHUD be kairu has notenoughtime... but then d truth is nt wat it shud be... haihz... i better study when i gt home...(i am nt at home nw, obviously... takkan i will say :" i will study when i gt home" when i am at home...sounds weird rite?) yar.... so nw i tink dis length shud be ok... coz I TINK its nt too short nor too long.... and most importantly... i tink next time i will post in mandarin instead of english.... or i juz mixed malay,english and mandarin then become rojak... haha!!! XD
c lar... c i rmb d existence of dis blog anot...