我已经交辞职信了！从明年一月十五日起我再也不是PCC的一员
这并不是我第一次辞职
可是切是我最不舍得的一次
不舍的是在
哪里的回忆
哪里曾经拥有的欢乐
哪里曾经一起做工的好伙伴
哪里一起打哈哈过日子的朋友
哪里一起学东西的乐趣
曾经我是那么地向往去工作的时候
曾经的所有所有我是那么地喜欢
可是现在这些已经没有了
大家为了更加美好的前程已经纷纷离去了
只有我还待在那傻傻的认为曾经拥有的东西会回来
那知道祸害遗千年，他们已经把我们逼退了
呈交辞职信的那一刻，我以为我会不舍，会有股冲动想把信收回来
告诉ALEX可不可以给我放长假
可是并没有
并没有这种感觉
能感觉到的是一种解脱
有如当你把一根橡皮筋拉的太紧时然后把它放开
逼得太紧
有时后，或者我应该说物极必反
就是这样吧
这么说呢？也许是桃花依旧，人面全非吧！
再也没有东西好留念的了
哀莫大于心死吧
就是这种感觉了
当我知道GIGI,HERMAN辞职时
我就已经知道
下一个是我了
再也不发白日梦了
当初喜爱这份工作的热诚已经没有了
留下来又何必呢？
更何况忆起
在我最辛苦
在我最需要钱的时候
在我在学业与工作挣扎的时候
你竟然伤害我
我并没有做错东西，而你竟然那那么热的东西烫伤我
而且最近，你竟然想把责任推卸在我身上
第一次我为了以后做工不会尴尬忍了下来
第二次我受够了，我跑去跟ALEX讲，我落泪了
事情发生第二次时我已经不需要为了这份工而哑忍了
它让我想辞职的念头更加强烈
它告诉了我，我的决定是正确的

i realised sumtin today!
i am turning 20 in less than a week time!

i celebrated christmas today with my bunch of secondary schoolmates!
its not fun but warming...hmm... let me correct it... its not dat fun as i expected but... still can tahan lar...
we get to know each others recent life...
but we realised that there's a lost of topic between us...
y?
hmmm... i tink bcoz we dun mix with each other that often anymore as last time we did...
oh yar... guys and girls... please give me a dress code or a hint of wat to wear next time... so dat i wont look dat awkward around u all...

i am having mock exam starting dis week, and it started today...
for this exam, i decided to attempt new ways to prepare for it...
as usually in my alvl i prepare essays, which is answer to the question which is comin out.. nt dat i know wat is comin out... but i did all the chapters and try all kinds of qn of dat particular chapter..
then i will read them again and again... eventually i will rmb them... nt everything but most of them...
then during exam time i will twist and turn the answer to fit the qn...
but wat is important is dat i know wat to write 1st and the next wan... so durin exam time i wont went blank.. like wat happened today... as the essays which i read again and again are actually had been marked by the lecturers.. so only the 'gud' one i will take and read...

but this time, i dint read my essays.. or i shud say, i passed up my essays but it took a long time for me to get them back...
and i believe that the lecturers are havin quite a number of my assignments...
i am nt complaining dat they r lazy or wat...
but the point is dat if i dun get back my assignment quickly then hw am i suppose to know where i got it wrong and wat to improve on?
i am actually worried they will give it to me quite late so by the time i wont b able to hav enuf time to correct mistakes...
as u muz understand that styles of answering qn does nt change suddenly.. it goes by practice..
so for this exam.. i decided to read the informations 1st,
but it turned out, dat by the time i got the qn, my brain was totally blank... i dunno hw to start it...
i was stunned for awhile and start writing, then stunned again...
i guess i was too nervous...
perhaps..
but i seriously hope dat i will soon get back my assignments at least when the my christmas + new year holiday ends...

AS THE FINAL IS IN 11/5/2011
which is kinda early... T_T

consequences of being hardworking is:

ITS REALLY VERY BORING, THERE'S TOTALLY NO LIFE (100%)

oh well.. seems dat i gt kinda 'alot' of feedbacks after d previous post...
mayb i shud often write sumtin lik dat...
but i couldnt
i am nt born a writer...
^^

deepavali holiday has over, and
I AM LOOKING FORWARD FOR MY CHRISTMAS + NEW YEAR HOLIDAY!!! :p

haha... hey guys guess wat... i gt car nw... but nt a new one of course... old *very old* car... but i dun mind... at least i gt one...:) (oh its nt mine though, i shared wif my mum as she seldom use it.. same as me though.. hehe)
but who cares?
I GOT CAR!!!
oh yar... so the point which i am tryin to make nw is dat... past few yrs i couldnt celebrate christmas eve wif u guys rite coz it will b late... and transport problems and etc...

SO?

I AM NOW OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCING THAT I AM AVAILABLE DURING CHRISTMAS EVE AND I GOT NO TRANSPORT PROBLEM SO PLEASE CALL ME OUT THAT NIGHT!!!

but on a condition, inform me b4 15 dec pls... i hav to schedule my working timetable... if nt i will b working dat particular nite... so sad... T_T

speaking of new year, its goin to b CHINESE NEW YEAR... and wats so fun bout CNY?
haha...
buy new clothes!!! (psss:wv rite?)

cant wait for shopping moments... so dat i got excuses to buy new clothes... hehe...

but on the other hand, LLB inter exam will b quite around the corner after CNY, so we hav to get prepared...

yar... prepare for exams AGAIN!!!
but it seems dat i had juz finish my ALVL exam...
aikz...
but wat cheers me up is my 3 months holiday after exam...
O.o i cant wait for that!!!

i am struggling very hard to b hardworking these days...
i know.. no one will say that they r hardworking...
but i am merely saying that i am struggling to b hardworkin..
had a conversation wif hc juz nw in msn...
he was tellin me dat he was lazy..
then i told him dat no one will say dat they are hardworkin...
the theory is d same as all girls will say that they r fat, and they wanna go diet... (quoted from karina) no matter hw slim is the girl... (its phsychology problem of all girls i guess...)
and same to student... no student will tell ppl dat they are hardworking...
instead they will say they r lazy...
but in wat sense?

hw do u define laziness?
different ppl hav different opinions bout laziness...

one would say dat they r lazy ( at the back: they finish doin their homework but dint do some readings which d lecturer asked ) they called this lazy...

and there is certain ppl who is d other way round and they call themselves lazy too...

another one would say dat they r lazy (as in my sense i really feel they r if they dint pay any hardworks on their studies, eg: assignments dint do, reading dint do)instead they sumtimes even will tell every1 dat he gt no enuf time and he can actually go play facebook, write blog but nt assignments...

and without forgetting...
wat is hardworkin?
in my opinion, i feel dat hardworkin is those kind of students which write their own notes when doin their reading (or at least do their readings themselves... without being 'kicked' by the lecturers... :),pass up 'quality' bt nt quantity assignments, do well in exams...

so which one r u?

lol... it seems random for me to post up such a kind of post..
its very rare that i will write sumtin lik dis...
but i juz feel it so today to write...
so y nt?
and this oso shows dat nt i dunno hw to write sumtin lik dis but i dun wanna write... :)

so which category am i?
hmmm...
wat do u tink? ( actually it shud b judge by ppl around u.... :)
i tink... i am those which will do my assignments and pass up on time
i will do my readings (provided i was nt addicted to facebook... and the lecturer "kicked" us to do it :P)
and sumtimes i will tell my mum dat i am very busy but i was playing restaurant city... :)

hmmm... conclusion is i am a mixture of it...
and its on the condition that i am in a mood... :)

shit i am havin a sat class dis comin sat
a lecture from WAYNE MORRISON from 2pm-3.30pm
for our COMMON LAW REASONING AND INSTITUTION
y muz it b on sat??
y wanna ruin my weekends lik dat??
haihz...
though its nt compulsory.. (lol, d notice dint said it is... so i assumed its nt... )
but i still hav to go... y?
who ask he is d examiner for CLRI?
hav to go lor...
c wat he wan for our answers when answering CLRI question...

oh well, btw, LLB is nt a easy course to do...
its nt only tough, but u hav to b super hardworking (which is driving me crazy soon) to study all types of book,articles,sample answers and do practice at the same time
and guess wat...
once i thought of my life for dis few yrs will b lik dat...
i feel so horrified, so stressed up...
aargh...
i hav to stop thinking and start to b hardworking...
coz its october ady...
i got less than 6 months left b4 my revision class starts...
wish me luck guys!!

i made a mistake when i filled in d forms in d ptptn on9!!!
coz i dint filled up my alevels result when i filled in..
i thought it was nt important and i THOUGHT resulted me to fail to get ptptn on nov!!!
T_T
i can only wait till the next application which is 23rd oct... then only i can fill it in... haihz...
i hav to make sure dat everything will b correct the next time...
:(
i feel alot of pressure nw... studies... financials...works...
who can get me out of it??
aargh!!!

1st day of Singapore
[ 1st day of star cruise ]
Oh well I hav reached Singapore at around 7am in the morning,my mum and I took a cab to my aunt’s house which is located at chin swee road…
And
We got a bad news… which is we only can get into star cruises at 4:30pm, and I dunno why we r nt brought out by my aunt to shop for a while 1st… instead we were waiting for the time to come at her house… and the worst part is (I am nt complaining but juz expressing my opinions) her house got no room it’s a govt susidied flat… and its not only kinda small but very small…
I dun mind it being small but its quite inconvenient for me when my uncle is sleeping there… by the time its 3pm we went to the harbour city which is near the vivo city to checked in for star cruises… aargh… and I forgotten to snap a pic of the ship…(I am nt sur the specified name for a big ship… juz bare wif me…) when I walked into star cruise… nvr mind… I will make sur I will snap it when I got down from d ship…
By the time we reach our room, we got the schedule for this cruise… I am goin to reach penang on Monday which is tomorrow and Phuket on Tuesday… (ps: fh I am so sorry that I dint reply ur msg coz I am in Singapore and if I wan to reply u… it will cost me SGD 1 so its around RM2.35… that’s y I dint reply ur msg… but I tink I will reply u once I reached penang tomorrow)

2nd day of star cruise

Today’s schedule was about goin to penang… lol… once I knew dat we r goin to penang I quickly sms my fren askin her where did she buy the tambun biscuit which is the most famous wan in penang… unfortunately the answer I got from her is dat actually everywhere oso got wan… =.=”
The cruise reached penang around 2pm, after our lunch we went down from the cruise through some sort of staircase at around 3pm lik dat… we are asked to go back to the cruise at 8pm… but the dinner in the cruise is lik 6pm, so my mum and my aunt planned to get back to the cruise around 4.30pm lik dat.
So hw was the trip in penang?? Hmm… quite I interesting actualy (in a way dat we were exploring penang by ourselves by sitting rapid kl…) yar!!! Its rapid kl in penang… not rapid penang!!! Haha… oh well actually we can actually take a cab to the nearest shoppin centre… which named ‘komtar’. But it will cost us for RM13 for one way… so we decided to take a bus to there… and it only cost us around RM8… quite exciting especially when we dunno hw to go a place and we try our best to get it there by askin different ppl…
And finally we made it to komtar… but its worst than kelana jaya’s giant… seriously… but luckily durin the road to komtar we saw some local food hawker stall which is the most famous in penang… guess wat is it?? Lol… of course is ‘char kuey tiao’ and ‘asam laksa’ lar!!! So when we reached komtar… we walked back to the previous road which we passed by earlier (luckily its nt too far!!!)
And without disappointing us the food there was damn nice… and the most interesting part is the design of the kopitiam is so typical… it is dat kind of kopitiam which u can find in hk in the 70s and 80s… especially the chair!!!
After that we headed to one of the bus tation besides the road in order to go back to the port which is sweetenham port to go back our cruise… :)

3rd day of the cruise

We get to go to Phuket for the 3rd day of the cruise… hmmm Phuket was nt much fun as penang as we dunno which place is suitable for us to go so we followed some other aunties to some kind of supermarket… and this is so disappointing as its only a supermarket lik giant and tesco…. =.=”
Why nw Singapore no giant and tesco izit? I dun feel lik talkin bout the trip of Phuket bcoz its very disappointing… whereas the dinner at nite was interesting… the dinner its dat kind of dinner where everybody where formally to attend… and b4 that there is a cocktail session… unfortunately my mum and I were nt told of dis event earlier hence we didi nt bring our ‘nice nice’ punya dress there…. T_T and guess wat we looked quite odd over there… especially when everyone is wearing coats, dresses, gowns… and both of us were wearing 3 quarters, shorts wif t-shirts… believe me… we felt very bad at that moment…

4th day of the cruise
This is the last day of star cruise and my journey for star cruise has ended. We reached Singapore at around 8pm at nite… hmmm… hw do I feel for star cruise?? Its quite relaxing… no doubt… and they provide u 4 meals a day.. so u wont even have a chznce to get hungry as its not only delicious it is also eat all u can!!!
Pics from the cruise:

THE DECK




The Singapore wan :D






Oh well… things for star cruise has come to an end and for Singapore has juz started… guess wat? Previously I was telling u dat my relatives house was kinda small rite?? And they booked a 2 night hotel in singapore’s MARINA BAY SANDS for our stay in singapore!!! Its SGD 400 per nite… which is around RM924 per nite… and 2 nites will be RM 1848 which is near to RM2k for 2days!!!
I tell u wat… though its very expensive but their service and rooms are very gud!!! This is especially true for their swimming pool… its not only creative but also exciting when u c hw they design it… as it is located right on the top of d hotel!!! Let me show u d pics… :D





this is the highest floor of the hotel:



the pool!!!







the room:










FREE CHOCOLATE!!!



My pic time!!

after waiting for almost a month i finally gt my new netbook from HP!!!
its balck in colour...
luckily its nt d old version of HP netbook...
its a HP mini... :D


its sumtin similar to dis pic... juz dat d cover dun hav those design... juz plain balck colour...
guess wat d model that i got today is different from wat my fren got 2 months ago... and of course mine is d newer one...
coz my fren's wan was kinda old design in its appearance...
oh well... i am departing so singapore 2ml...
and of course i will bring my hp together wif me...
coz i am goin for star cruise too!!!
:D
my holidays started earlier...
hmmm... mayb i shud consider buyin a headphone today or 2ml so dat when i on my dramas using hp i wont kacau others... and d most imprtant thing is save battery!!!
:P
okok... i gtg nw...
if star cruise got wireless than i might post up sumtin everyday durin my journey...
:D
cant wait for it anymore!!!

there's so many things for me to do!!! aargh... i need more time!!!
i wanted to resign but instead my manager ask me to take leave... haihz...
watever lar... better than nth!!!...
oh well i hav to go back and study ady!!!
T_T
nvr advice ur child to take up a law course... its worst than tough!!!

ok... i got my breakdowns today...
kinda dissapointing actually...
makes me consider again whether i shud resign anot...
wat was my breakdown...
as far as u all are concern there is AS and A2 for alevel... and AS is lik d 1st half of d syllabus and A2 is d second half...
guess wat i got straight A's for my AS and my A2 details r as follows:
contract: C
tort: D
econ P3: D
econ P4: c

omg... my favourite subject-law i got a C and a D and d worst part is i put in a lot of effort in those 2 coz its d hardest among all...

its kinda demotivating in a sense that i am worry dat i cant get a second class honour for my degree... coz i need a second class honour to bcome a lawyer...

omg... hw nw? i hav to work harder in order to get through it!!! actually pass few weeks i hav been quite lazy to read up d books... but after getting my breakdowns... it 'motivated' me to b more hardworking to read..

it will b very nice if there r oni AS result... then i will hav straight A's which i never get b4 in my life!!! too bad... life's sucks...

hmmm... i am havin dilemma dis few days... or correctly i shud say dat i am havin some questions in my mind...

oh well... being a permanent LLB student is nt very easy... actually its kinda tough... there is alot of books waiting for me to study to read... and d worst part is i am havin an isue wif when will d text book arrive to my hand... it will most probably b next yr... omg!!! thn hw am i goin to study for dis few months?? shud i photostat d books? if yes then it will b a waste when i receive d original books... but if i dun photostat then i will probably fail my LLB exams next yr... coz i dint hav enuf time to read d text books... aargh... mayb i shud photostat d books... as payin RM40 per sub for d book is much more cheaper than re sittin all 4 papers which cost me RM4600...

bcoz LLB is tough thus i was wondering shud i resign from my job and concentrate on my studies? d answer is i shud... but i hav to earn my own transport fees and makan money... if i dun work then life will b much more harder for me... headache... but if i work then i will hav lesser time for studies... haihz... wat do u guys tink??

giv me some opinions pls... @@

i passed my a-lvls!!! though nt flying colours but i am satisfy wif it!!!
so i am nw eligible to pursue my degree in law!!!
wat i got for my results??
hehe... one of it is abit unexpected!!!
bcoz i got an A* for my business!!! omg, nvr expect to score for business bcoz all d while i hav been getting around 10 marks out of 100... mana tahu it turns out i got an A but nt oni an A but an A* for it... i was lik o.O
hmmm.... for law and econs i got a B... i am quite ok for it... but i was hoping to get an A for law... but it turns out nt...a little dissapointed... but my mood was balanced out for my A* and my B for law... ( for ur info, A* is sumtin lik A+ which we r havin for spm)

okok... i am in a very gud mood today!!! on top of d sky nw!!! :) have a nice day!!!

there will b 2 consequesnces after d results came out...
they are:

first:
i passed (ps:hopefully so and wif flying colours oso!!!) and i jumped around!!! then i will continue my LLB class for dat afternoon and d comin 3 yrs of degree program...

second:
i failed (hopeffully nt) then i will cry hardly...T_T then i will go back home in d afternoon and continue upsad bout it... then stop attending LLB class and goes back to attend d revision class for a-lvls in order to prepare myself to resit d papers again in oct/nov... then wait for d results again... while waiting result i will go attend LLB class AGAIN...

i hope i will hav d 1st result... i am really worry bout it... really... my future is on d paper!!!

yeap my working place which is a coffehouse as some of u know... was havin a catering wif jaguar due to their new launch of car model... all of us r entitled to wear black shirt!!! okok... let me explain y r we so excited of wearing black shirt... its bcoz in my working environment... oni managers can wear black shirt!!! so black shirt for half day = manager for half day!!! haha... sounds ironic... but we understand dat changing of shirt doesnt change ur post... :P but sumtimes ppl juz tend to get excited bout it...

oh well, jaguar's launching of new model event was quite happening... they invited some celebrities and models and oso some rich fellar.. which we can consider all of them as VIPs... coz they r jaguar's potential customer... speakin of jaguar's new model... its so expensive for ppl lik me... hmm... i wanted to show u guys d pic of d new car... but then i failed to recognize d car after searching google... lol... u cant blame me coz dat night was very dark...

oh well... i still hav a pic wif my colleauge over here:



its chin teng and me!!! and d photo is by gigi!!!
i lik dis pic very much... Y? it seems lik i look thinner!!! haha!!! (though its very blur...:P but who cares?? i looks thinner!!! dats d main point!!!)

okok... actually we did take alot of pics but its wif our superior's EOS camera... so we hav to wait for her to upload d photos...

finally i got a new desktop!!!
yay!!!
went to low yat today by bus... to meet my fren there... mana tahu i stopped at kl sentral coz i wanted to sit monorail to times square... BUT monorail is nt working!!! aargh!!! then d guard over there arranged d ppl to sit taxi to d same destination ( of course including me too... T_T)

finally i got a new desktop... i hav been suffering wif my old one for around 6 yrs ady... nw its smooth and no hanging!!! of course wat... its icore 3 + windows 7 mar!!! :D imagine my previous desktop is having probs even when i dun on9... lik hw?? it hangs when i use microsoft word!!! dun ask me hw it happen, i dunno... mayb its bcoz of too many virus bah... but i dunno...

i juz got to know yesterday dat pacific is havin a catering event next fri in pavillion for jaguar... as jaguar is launching a new model... but too bad dat i might nt b 1 of d participants to work for dat event... :(

i wanted to work in dat event nt bcoz of i love work dat much... but i will lik to meet my long time dint meet colleagues... workin wif them is so much fun than nowadayz... i miss d time workin wif them... anyway... hope i can work in pavillion next week...

btw, there is a celebration of sk's bday today for his upcomin bday on 31st july...
i am so sorry dat i cant make it again... especially for bdays... so sorry sk... coz i hav to work... i hope u understand dat... ( u will rite... since we know each other for so "long")

bsides dat, today is oso one of my colleagues' last day... he has resigned... and goin to return d uniform to d company 2ml... haihz... seems lik pcc 1st batch of barista oni left me... T_T

ok... dats all for today... nites...

shit... i shud hav keep my mouth shut...
mayb my parents r true all d time...
i shud hav tink b4 i talk... if nt then dun talk...
y dint i rmb it when i talk??
aargh...
i am tired of dis things ady...
muz well keep my mouth shut...
so dat i wont get myself into trouble...
:(

yay!!! goin times square wif wv and sy dis sun!!! who wanna join??

i hav started my LLB few weeks ago... oh well i oni hav 3 class in a week... which consist of lecture and 2 tutorials...

i hav sumtin in my mind for dis few weeks after i started my degree course...
my result is comin 12th aug... if i passed then great!! i can continue my degree course!!!

but... (there is always d worst thing to happen)

wat if i failed?? then wat for i start class so early if it doesnt make any difference to me?? nevertheless i can go into d sept intake for LLB if i failed my a-levels but... i dun wan to... coz dat will b i hav to stop LLB and start goin back a-lvls class then when i finish my a-lvls exam oni i can go into d sept intake...

another choice, if i failed my a-lvls... dat is continue wif my LLB class and take d a-lvls exam in oct/nov...

and so i hav dis dilemma for nw dat shud i start study hard for LLB? one side tellin me nt to incase i failed... one side told me i shud so dat i am being responsible for my own decision to take law... so hw nw??

dis few days... it seems lik d evil side hav won... haihz...

and i realised last week dat LLB contract question is 100 times harder than a-lvls... yar i know... degree of course is harder than a-lvls but nt dat hard isnt it??

1st day

was a nightmare when we reached terrengganu... coz we hav to attend d wedding dinner... and oso d wedding ceremony in d day... wat happened?? bcoz we sat d bus arranged by my relative to terrengganu... and d bus keep shakin all d way to terrengganu... so i couldnt fall asleep by those shakins... and then when we reached terrengganu we r nt sent to d hotel but to my relatives house to attend their wedding ceremony... and d worst part is dat... my relatives house is a condominium... =.=" (a boss who owns a resort in pulau redang stay in a condo oni...) but then never mind... this is nt d main prob... d main prob is dat due to d siz of d condo being too "big" d catering was held in d car park... and so we hav to hav our luch in d car park which is so hot and humid... d worst part is my relative resist to send us to d hotel b4 2pm coz we can oni check in at 2pm... adui... i rather wait at d lobby which has air cond then wait at d car park which is so hot and humid... by d time we reach d hotel its ady 2 pm... and we hav to go to d wedding dinner at 6pm...

2nd,3rd and 4th day

were quite enjoying... coz we went into pulau redang d resort... so we get to go skorkellin from day till night... of course d snorkellin part is oni me and my cousin coz oni youngsters are daring enuf to swim in d middle of d sea!!! LOL...

pss: i know... pics r missing... but rmb?? i dun hav a camera... so d pics r all wif my cousin... so i hav to wait for her to upload it in facebook then oni i can transfer them here... hopefully she will upload them...

1. my room is so messy... (books all around d place...papers...stationaries too...)
pss: i spend an hour to clean them up...

2. i oni got 1 week official holiday... (i hav to start my dgree on 21st... :(

3. i wan to go shoppin but i dunno who can teman me... (mayb i shud ask wv if she can go out in d weekdays...)

4. i got alot of clothes to iron!!! (there's goes an hour again...)

5. i wanna watch sex and d city 2... (but i dunno who to go wif and where to watch...)

yeap!!! i am here to announce dat:

CAMBRIDGE INTERNATIONAL EXAMINATIONS (CIE) will end officially 2ml!!!

besides dat,
d result will b out around 23rd aug!!!

so girls and boys... pray hard dat u will pass!!!

hehe.. my frens and i r celebrating it 2ml in midvalley!!! cant wait for 2ml nite ady!!!

waiting to receive my bags tonite...

waiting for exams to over...

waiting for 11th june to come...

waiting to start working...

waiting for wee vien,karina and siang yee to come over...

resisting to start LLB on 14 june... (though i hav to)

waiting to go times squares wif u guys...

feeling to spend money lik nobody's business... (though i cant)

looking forward to holidays...

finding days to go star cruise...

when will i finished them??

yeap, as some of u all know... i am takin all 4 papers for law at d same time... so i was waiting for it to end... and u know wat? it ended lik i wish... but it made me felt dun wan to study for my business and econs... especially business... y? coz somehow ( i am nt sur its coincidence or wat??) d exams dat i did in college for business paper, when i study i will nt pass or even score... but when i am angry wif it and dun study it... then i was scored d one of d highest in class... so hw nw?? shud i study anot?? i tink i better go and flip through... coz 2ml got business paper 2...

y is it hard to score when i studied?? according to one of my classmates, its bcoz when u hav studied then u will tend to put in wat u rmb from d textbook on d question paper... so wat u hav on ur answer is juz knowledge... but business giv marks based on knowledge,application,analysis and evaluation... ( sounds abit lik sc yar?? analysis and evaluation...)

and another reason for dun feel lik studyin is dat, d bloody fool college go and prepare refreshment for us after tort to celebrate dat all 4 law papers have ended!!!
the management ok anot?? exam havent end officially and they start celebrating on behalf for us?? O.o speaking of tort... aargh... i screwed 1 out of 3 of d paper... shit... i shouldnt do dat... especially when i hav actually prepared it so long... i screwed it bcoz i dint read d question carefully!!! CARELESS!!! again!!!... y cant i stop being careless... or y i cant stop being careless for d main exams only?? aargh... its all my fault... no 1 to blame... i ahv to pay d cost of ot myself...

btw i hav cut my hair last sun... damn regreted bout it... i went to college and when my frens saw me... sum of them say its nt nice... (they hav d same opinion as me...) but sum say very cute... (dat bunch of weirdos...) but wat i feel is... I HAV A COCONUT/MUSHROOM HEAD!!! aargh!!! i feel lik go and cut it shorter to boy head nw!!! to get rid of d mushroom on my head!!! but i cant do dat... coz i hav a dinner end of dis month... and they hav a dress code of formal... shit... i am stucked!!! (or i shud get a wig?? LOL!!)

oh well... i am lookin forward for my holidays!!! i am goin terrengganu next month after exam for a wedding dinner and after dat i will go pulau redang for 3days 2 nite... and guess wat?? its totally free!!! y? lol... d resort blong to my relative... and dat relative's punya son is havin wedding dinner!!! sounds rich to u?? i will introduce u d other 2 sons dat my relative hav... if they r still single and young... lol!!!

hmmm... my hp is still repairing... (it kena virus... dun ask me hw?? i oso dunno) i wish dat b4 i go pulau redang, it will b fixed!!! coz i really need it to take pics in redang or during d wedding dinner... (pray hard for me guys!!!)







ok, after d redang trip, i am suppose to go singapore for star cruise... but too bad... my mum's boss dun let her go... coz hari raya is comin soon... she has a lot of baju for my mum to sew d beads on it... T_T... i was kinda angry.. coz my mum promised me earlier ady... but no choice... haihz...but nvr min lar... i will go hang out wif u guys instead then... better than nth... lol...

i guess i will hav lots of hang outs... wif wv, for fh and ml's bday, my college frens celebrations for finish exams and etc,etc... oh... i am really looking forward for my holiday!!! i got so many things dat i wan to do durin my hols!!!

ok... long time i dint blog ady... around a month and slightly more than dat?? yar... sumtin lik dat... coz my last post was 14 april...

yup... having exam currently... a-levels cambridge exam... i had my LAW paper for last 2 weeks... P1 was very tough, demotivated me alot after exam coz i dunno hw to answer them... but after some encouragement from my best frens...(thx guys!!! especially fh,wv and aud!!) then i know its time for me to walk out and continue preparing for next paper which is P2... P2 was juz lik a gift... very easy... hope dat next paper which is contract will b dat easy too... (FH, lets pray hard!!)

i am havin 2 papers next week, unlik last 2 weeks, 1 paper per week.. next week tue i hav contract and thurs i got business (P1) oh well.. i am suppose to prepare for contract nw, but somehw i felt lik i rmb all d stuffs ady... (i know dis statement will offend sum of my frens but dats wat i felt... so sorry if i offended u... ) but i am worry on d other hand too... coz i felt dat dis feeling is = too confident which is nt so gud if i am really nt prepared for it(but who knows?? whether i am prepared anot when me myself oso dunno... will oni get to know when i sat for dat paper...) no choice i hav to continue study...

btw, i hav stopped workin since 10th may, bcoz of exam... will continue workin after exam... ( i hav such a nice manager to let me off durin my exams!!) but i am sad on d other hand, coz by d time i go back to work, my working mates will b all different coz they resigned dis month due to continue studies and exams... i guess i will miss them very much!!! coz we dun hav so called 'gossips' around, so its a nice place to work... but once they r nt there anymore, and d new staffs came in... i wonder will d workin place b as nice as it used to b anot...

chin teng, gigi has written in their blog dat they love working wif us... which is aaron,gloria and me... but it seems lik we r nt goin to work together gether anymore... sounds kinda sad... y do we lik to work wif each other?? coz we joke around all d time while workin... we even joke wif customers when we around got 'high' when we joke around ourselves... time flies when we work together, no matter hw busy is d coffee shop, we will find sum way to make everybody laugh... but it seems lik i will lost dis chance 4ever...

anyway, i will lik to wish chin teng, gigi and gloria here, all d best in ur studies and aaron all d best future accountant!!! hope u get d job in 1 of d big 4!!!

okok... i was workin there bcoz my working place-pacific coffee has sponsored the movie, so we hav to organise catering b4 d premier of d movie start... as u all know... i tink u all know... i guess... coz its in d newspaper... almost all d local artist went there and there is red carpet... but we dun get to c... coz d catering is sumwhere inside gsc, gold class cinema there...so i hav to get prepared there...

there's alot of stars yesterday nite... and who i saw?? hmm... luo yi shi,gary chow ge, err... other unpopular local artist oso but i dunno their name... pai seh... hehe... but most importantly i saw lee shin jie, fish leong and penny!!! its kinda ironic situation when we get to c all 3 of them actually... y? here's d story...

when they came into d catering place... they come 1 by 1 but lee shin jie,fish leong and penny juz walkstraight inside d gold class cinema without staying at d catering area unlike those unpopular stars... lol... so my frens and i actually oni saw their side face at 1st... but l8r when d movie start... nobody is eating anymore so we hav to start cleaning... so my 2 frens and i took d hot coffee in the airpot go to d ladies and pour it... then when i finish pouring from d mirror... i saw lee shin jie so i turn around and look again... then i move my hand and call my frens : ooi... lee shin jie ar... (after dat) ooi fish leong... (then) ooi penny... then oni they start lookin at them... then i quickly went outside to get hp from my manager coz during work we r nt allow to bring hp... but too bad... fish leong says coz in d toilet she dun wanna take pic in d toilet... so we dint manage to take a photo wif them!!!

**REMARKS: lee shin jie is so pretty!!! seriously... her eyes is so beautiful!!! lol... XD

i tink dats all bout yesterday nite... and i feel glad sumtimes workin in this coffee house coz there's so many rare occasions dat i could go and experience and my colleagues r all very humour and friendly... oh and b4 i 4got... my colleague during d catering time... she took a used cup and show it to me and say: dis cup is used by 'ping guan' u wan? =.="... then i say: u can keep it for urself or sell it on9... =.=" then later even worst!!! she took a paper plate and there's a tissue on top of d plate and tell me: this is used by amber chia!!! u wan? =.="... wat nw i looks lik dis kind of ppl meh... keeping rubbishes... then i told her to sell it on9 oso...

juz feel lik blogging today... hehe... i hav to do dis fast so dat i can go study l8r... oh well... everything went very smooth recently... work and study...

oh yar, dat day was 1st april, and my colleague called me up and ask me to help him work dat day... without whinkin much i agreed... then l8r b4 i step out of my house oni i realise dat it might b an april fool... oh well so i called him back to check wif him... phew... luckily its nt an april fool... he was serious...

i hav to study hard coz i am takin AS and A2 together... all 1 shot... and d exam starts at 14 may and ends at 11 june... i got kind of feeling whch contradict each other actually... one side i am very excited that d exam is comin coz it means dat my course will end soon and i will got around 3 months holiday... but the other side... i am worried dat i will fail my exam and i hav to resit... so i hav to work extra hard from nw onwards...

and to proof dat i am goin to study hard... i hav informed sy and wv dat dun celebrate my bday for dis yr coz i dun wanna go out and i wanna stay at home and study... but then i hav contradiction here oso... it will b very sad dat i am goin to celebrate my bday alone... T_T.... haihz... wat to do exam wrong timing... no choice... so i hav to tinl positively dat i am goin for holidays after exam... so dat will motivate me alot... i guess???

oh well... i guess i hav to stop here and go study ady... life's lik dat lar... wat to do??? bye!!!

i know i know, i hav abandoned my blog for quite some time... its bcoz i am busy wif study and work at d same time...

oh well, mock exam is coming soon... it is goin to start on 15 march and last for a week, then after that we hav 6 weeks of revision classes b4 cambridge a-lvl, may/june exam... 1st 3 weeks will b revision for A2.. then d last 3 weeks will b revision for AS...

time seems like flying to me... everything come so fast... and i hav to start doin my revisions from now onwards... so i guess d next time for me to write sumtin here will b after my cambridge a-lvl exam...

life is goin to b hard for d next few mths for me... but then its worth it!!! i know!!! to hav a better future...

btw, i went yamcha wif aud,wv and fh on last thurs nite... aud uses her smart car to fetch all of us out!!! d car is so cool man!!! we went aman suria murni that nite... aud wanted to fetch sk, but when we pandai pandai went to his house without informin him, then d result is he was nt at home... so we called fh out instead!!! guesss wat... its d 1st time that we replace sk by fh!!! lol... juz jokin... but its really very rare for us to call sk out 1st...

and then fri nite, shing,shaun and kim came to my working place to wait for me to finish my work to go yamcha wif them... guess wat? i finished my work at 1am, then we went to ss2 to look for mcchaine, then we went to sea park... coz shaun and mcchaine wants to play pool and we 3 girls went mamak for supper... after that we went to su kym's house to c her new born puppy... and by d time i reached home is ady 4am!!! dis is d 1st time i went back home so late!!! and dat nite was a tiring nite...

lol... yup, besides d ready to fly program which is goin to repeat again 2ml at wah lai toi 3pm, i am in d advertisment for d one which they ask us to go to setia alam for d some sort of cny carnival...

i went to their carnival last yr, so d advertisment put d video of last yr so i am in it again!!! lol... but too bad i cant go to d carnival dis yr coz its abit too far...

but if u guys r interested, u all shud go... coz there was a lot of free gifts to take!!! u wont regret goin... believe me... its very worthy of goin... i am nt goin coz nobody can send me there and most importanly i dunno wat bus could take me there... of nt i will go!!!

okok... firstly i will lik to say congratulations to
fook hoy, for getting 3B's... definitely i am nt being sarcastic... coz its damn hard to score in the papers... especially business...

ok, d 2nd i will lik to congrats is
zhen ming, for getting straight A's in AS a-lvls... he is really smart... no doubt coz he can still score straight A's even though he is takin 5 subjects...

and due to d release of d results of A-lvls...
i hav get to know dat my college passing rate for business is 20%... so wat nw?
is it our probs or is d lecturer's probs??
hope i can b 1 of d 20% in may june!!!
pray hard!!!

yeesh... hw can i miss my once in a lifetime being in d tv???
but never mine i check astro guide ady!!!
the repeatition of it is dis sat 3pm!!!

so rmb to watch me in d tv dis SAT 3pm... lol!!!

i am suppose to sign d appointment letter yesterday... but it turned out dat i dint hear d place that d fellar asked me to go on mon... so i turned up dint sign... i oni get to know dis when i dint c them in d place dat i thought... so i called them and double checked wif them... so i discovered that i went to d wrong place... (btw i seriously dint hear dat they ask me to go kelana jaya lor... so nw is my probs or their probs?)

and so i asked them whether i can go today anot, then they asked me to go in d morning... =.=" i got class in d morning, then i suggested afternoon, then they say they wont b there...=.=" fine then, they ask me to go at 9.30am next mon, they my mum asked me to request for 10am... so i being obedient, i asked, then they say they will get back to me l8r...

l8r...
they called me back and say dat i muz come at 9.30am and there will be training... then i asked d tranining until wat time, they say 6pm... but i got class at 1.45pm, so i told them i hav to leave at 1pm d latest, and they agreed... after dat i asked hw many days will d training last? then i ws told its until next tue... then i told them tue i wont b able to make it coz i got class d whole day... and then they told me we will discuss dis probs on mon...

bloody fool, d tone d fellar used to speak to me so heavy... i told them bout my timetable ady sumore nw the way they speak to me so bad... anywayz i will c hw on mon... but everybody keep tellin to b careful while signing the appointment letter... dis make me feel so scary coz i am 1 who is very careless...

exams over!!! and cny coming soon!!!
oh well, my last paper for today was contract law... but shit... i dint manage to rmb d cases which questions wants...eesh...i go and memorise some other cases pula!!! =.="

yeesh, i am havin class on dis sat morning!!! bloody fool!!!
i am goin 2 go out wif my frens for dinner dis fri and dat bloody fool lecturer informed us we got class on sat!!! law class sumore!!! so its a muz to attend!!! yeesh... spoilt my weekends saja!!

oh, and today i went back by bus as usual... and dis bloody fool fatty (nt 2 say dat i am very thin but at least nt dat fat lar!!!) ask me dun sit so close to her.. wtf!!! u tink i want izit? there's no more other seats left!!! and d bloody fool's butt is so big until it take partly of my seats!!! i oso havent complain u sittin on my chair u come and ask me dun sit so close to u!!! bloody fool, i wont b sittin so near wif u if ur butt is nt dat big!!! yeesh!!!

its quite hard to shop till u drop sumtimes actually... even though u got d money but u cant find nice shirts.. and guess wat??? wv and i went to times square today and d shirts there r so cheap coz we r nt allowed to try it... but certain shirts once u c it... u know that u can fit in.. so y dun buy???

as a result, wv bought 3 shirts... she buy till nt enuf money and borrow sum from me.. lol... d 1st time i c wv doin dis... but she was encouraged by me actually... she was telling me dat she havent buy cny shirt... then i told her i ady got 4 in my cupboard... lol!!! so she decided to follow my steps and buy 3 shirts today!!! oh well... coz i hav 4 new shirts in my cupboard ady... so i oni bought 1 dress for my beach dinner in june... and believe it or nt.. its oni RM25!!! its super cheap as for a dress!!! oh well... d other shirts that wv bought oso RM25 oso... dats y she buy 3 today...

oh well... long time i dint update my blog... have been quite busy lately, coz i am havin assessment 3 now... i had my econs last fri and next week wil be tort,contract, and business... but i am still goin out 2ml wif wv, to watch avatar 3D in IMAX.. lol... i juz felt myself so daring sumtimes... coz i am dare to go out when i hav exam d next day... oh well... life's lik dat... u will never get sumtin without letting off another thing... ( econ's theory... lol!!!) so i decided to sacrifice my business mark for it... though i know it wont b too high marks... there's no difference to my business marks no matter hw hard i study...

btw, my college is damn crazy man... i nearly hav law class everyday except mon nowadays... =.="... u know hw my schedule goes nw?

mon: business
tue: law then business
wed: econs then law
thurs: SPS (special program session - for law)
fri: econs then law

omg... i hav law classes 4 days a week!!!... wat to do... lecturer says our final is coming soon... so hav to get ready or it if we want to score... but my finals is in may/june.. but b4 dat i hav assessment 3 and mock exam...

BLOODY FOOL!!! which means i got 3 exams in 6 months!!! its so crazy!!!

oh, and AS results is comin out soon... juz wonder wat did fh get? hope i wont lost my bet!!! but its quite hard for him to win lar... coz its 2A's for econs and law...