我已经交辞职信了！从明年一月十五日起我再也不是PCC的一员
这并不是我第一次辞职
可是切是我最不舍得的一次
不舍的是在
哪里的回忆
哪里曾经拥有的欢乐
哪里曾经一起做工的好伙伴
哪里一起打哈哈过日子的朋友
哪里一起学东西的乐趣
曾经我是那么地向往去工作的时候
曾经的所有所有我是那么地喜欢
可是现在这些已经没有了
大家为了更加美好的前程已经纷纷离去了
只有我还待在那傻傻的认为曾经拥有的东西会回来
那知道祸害遗千年，他们已经把我们逼退了
呈交辞职信的那一刻，我以为我会不舍，会有股冲动想把信收回来
告诉ALEX可不可以给我放长假
可是并没有
并没有这种感觉
能感觉到的是一种解脱
有如当你把一根橡皮筋拉的太紧时然后把它放开
逼得太紧
有时后，或者我应该说物极必反
就是这样吧
这么说呢？也许是桃花依旧，人面全非吧！
再也没有东西好留念的了
哀莫大于心死吧
就是这种感觉了
当我知道GIGI,HERMAN辞职时
我就已经知道
下一个是我了
再也不发白日梦了
当初喜爱这份工作的热诚已经没有了
留下来又何必呢？
更何况忆起
在我最辛苦
在我最需要钱的时候
在我在学业与工作挣扎的时候
你竟然伤害我
我并没有做错东西，而你竟然那那么热的东西烫伤我
而且最近，你竟然想把责任推卸在我身上
第一次我为了以后做工不会尴尬忍了下来
第二次我受够了，我跑去跟ALEX讲，我落泪了
事情发生第二次时我已经不需要为了这份工而哑忍了
它让我想辞职的念头更加强烈
它告诉了我，我的决定是正确的

i realised sumtin today!
i am turning 20 in less than a week time!

i celebrated christmas today with my bunch of secondary schoolmates!
its not fun but warming...hmm... let me correct it... its not dat fun as i expected but... still can tahan lar...
we get to know each others recent life...
but we realised that there's a lost of topic between us...
y?
hmmm... i tink bcoz we dun mix with each other that often anymore as last time we did...
oh yar... guys and girls... please give me a dress code or a hint of wat to wear next time... so dat i wont look dat awkward around u all...

i am having mock exam starting dis week, and it started today...
for this exam, i decided to attempt new ways to prepare for it...
as usually in my alvl i prepare essays, which is answer to the question which is comin out.. nt dat i know wat is comin out... but i did all the chapters and try all kinds of qn of dat particular chapter..
then i will read them again and again... eventually i will rmb them... nt everything but most of them...
then during exam time i will twist and turn the answer to fit the qn...
but wat is important is dat i know wat to write 1st and the next wan... so durin exam time i wont went blank.. like wat happened today... as the essays which i read again and again are actually had been marked by the lecturers.. so only the 'gud' one i will take and read...

but this time, i dint read my essays.. or i shud say, i passed up my essays but it took a long time for me to get them back...
and i believe that the lecturers are havin quite a number of my assignments...
i am nt complaining dat they r lazy or wat...
but the point is dat if i dun get back my assignment quickly then hw am i suppose to know where i got it wrong and wat to improve on?
i am actually worried they will give it to me quite late so by the time i wont b able to hav enuf time to correct mistakes...
as u muz understand that styles of answering qn does nt change suddenly.. it goes by practice..
so for this exam.. i decided to read the informations 1st,
but it turned out, dat by the time i got the qn, my brain was totally blank... i dunno hw to start it...
i was stunned for awhile and start writing, then stunned again...
i guess i was too nervous...
perhaps..
but i seriously hope dat i will soon get back my assignments at least when the my christmas + new year holiday ends...

AS THE FINAL IS IN 11/5/2011
which is kinda early... T_T