i was havin a hard time last weekend...
friendship problem AGAIN...
and i reall couldnt let go lik dat...
i talked to alot of ppl... not alot, but just 3/4?
i learned how to let go sumtin which u really care about...
i learned to love myself more...
treat myself better....
i learned that how lucky i am to hav u all as my fren...
really...
if not i dunno how am i goin to face the problems...
thanks alot!!
i really appreciate it...
and i realised the feeling of being alone is not dat bad afterall...
i tink i could manage it nowadays!!

so how was my pilot test, i failed
expected, coz there is so many candidates and they only choose the cream of it
abit dissappointed but acceptable, coz its within my expectation... :)
i am not going to try again next year, if u wan to know, dis is bcoz next 2 yrs is very crucial for my grade of my degree cert, so i dun feel like wasting my time for sumtin which i might not likely to get...
perhaps i can be a better lawyer than a better pilot... :)

so wat am i busying lately till no time to update my blog,
hmmm... this is because i am having my finals in 11/5/2011
so i have to concentrate on my studies and revision classes in college had started so i have to put in all my effort in preparing for it...
but i have the feeling that i will not be able to memorise everything or even i did, i might not be able to have enough time to write the answers in the exam... i am very nervous actually...

and the owrst part it i am so stress that nowadays i tend to go out more often than usual, but is just only the desire to go out... i dint really put it in motion...
perhaps i just wanna take a break, recharged my battery and continue my revision at home... i tink this shall explain everything which i feel is goin wrong in me...

btw, i went to wv and karina's bday celebration that day, get to meet my secondary skool mates and have a blast over that nite wif fh,sy,hc and ks...
hmmm hw bout the rest, dis is bcoz we hav 2 groups having different conversation at the same time...
wat to do... too many ppl ady...
:P
and guess wat, the conversations i had wif them really 'de stress' me abit... :)

oh, and i am looking forward for my bday!!!
y?
ermmm... i oso dunno actually...
:D
mayb i am lookin forward for presents... :P
oh and guess wat, guys and girls f u wanna get me sumtin then pls buy me sumtin i need, for example: bag (ps: i need a big wan for me to put in my books to coll..:)) , jacket! i always wanted to buy a jacket which can keep me warm in coll!!, pencil box, oh man my pencil box is spoilt and i dun hav the time to find a nice wan... and lastly a watch, i always wanted to have a watch that looks like bracelet so that it can b wear as an accessory...

its time for me to continue my revision... tata!!

hmm... so how was the test?
err...
not too hard...
i bet any1 of u would be able to do it...
but the qn is quite weird lar...
so u hav to actually 'think out of the box'
i wanted to ask: where's the box?
and how out is consider 'out'?
lol... quite lame rite...
but it make sense...
hw can they giv us questions filled with informations and answers but without telling us what they want?
one word : WEIRD
nevertheless i really wan to get into the next stage...
it sounds so right and so cool...
its a test which asked u to play PS to test ur reaction...
u dint get me wrong...
its PLAYSTATION or PC game...
so wish me luck... :)

as per title above. :D

hmmm...
guess wat i am doin revision for my form 5 and form 4 maths and physics...
and as u guys saw my status is fb, suddenly i feel that law is easier man!!
lol...
dats bcoz i dropped the subjects 2 yrs ago, and askin me to pick up in 2 weeks is quite hard lar...
i am ok with the form 4 syllabus of physics, wat i am having problem is form 5 physics... aargh, all those electrics,electronics,radioactive and electromagnetism is now driving me crazy... and the exam is this comin sat... pressure is loading me up man...
i wan to do it nicely so at least i am elgible to go for their interview...
i really hope to make until the interview...
but it seems lik my progress is not really making my way to there...
haihz... i am losing my confidence bit by bit now...